Empty ~

why do I feel empty why do I feel lost 😔

I see myself as a good hearted person crammed with this weight on me ever since could recall 😔

I genuinely have always felt out of place in myself 😔

Like I don’t belong 😔

that sparks my depression 😔

i can’t comprehend the thoughts in my mind because it hurts so much to re-evaluate them I’m scared of the time it gets too much to where all my thoughts come crushing down on me and will take over. 😔

Sometimes feel like I’m ahead of it and I’m stronger willed than those thoughts but then the demons creep in my mind manipulates those thoughts into my perception. 😔

I never thought I’d feel like this 😔

Not even being able to put into words how I’m feeling it scares me. 😔

I don’t feel like myself anymore and that’s terrifying.😔