Do you understand 🌼

Do you know how it feels to have a heart that won’t heal to pretend that you’re happy when that’s not how you feel when inside you are bleeding where no one can see and your soul keeps on yearning for what just cannot be 😔

Do you understand how it feels to be a part of a whole to awake each new morning with an ache in your soul to pretend to yourself that you are healing up well yet your eyes keep on showing what your mouth will not tell 😔

Do you know what it’s like to be dressed in a smile to exist among mankind be it just for a while as your eyes keep on searching for a face in the crowd and inside you are bleeding and screaming out loud 😔