Recollect when I was young

When l was young l thought as a ‘ Child ‘ that’s how the story goes and l always was a ‘ Weird Child ‘ some called me ‘ Strange ‘ l would say things like l do not have ‘ Memory. l would be called odd – of course at school l was picked on by the big boys but always when they did someone would come and say – pick on him you pick on me first – as l got older l realized l was safe because God sent his Angels to protect me

Now back to my – Recalling it was that all l could ‘ Remember ‘ was what l ‘ Needed Not Wanted ‘ it would allow me to have a lot of ‘ Knowledge ‘ but only ‘ Remember ‘ what was needed when l needed it

At school that was useful, you might say – but l was a ‘ Nervous Child ‘ afraid of my own ‘Shadow ‘ that was my Dad’s Temper and l would always ‘ Stand up To Him ‘ and be told when you are ‘ Big Enough & Older Enough ‘ l could have the ‘ Right to Speak ‘ that to me was ‘ Wrong ‘ as l was told by my ‘Dad ‘ Never let the B**tards grind you down ‘ but when l spoke up against my dad shouting at my mother it was wrong – confused that in me for many years – Until one-day l learned it was all about being ‘ Right ‘ now l never thought l was ‘ Right ‘ for many years l thought l was ‘ Wrong ‘ and so learned to ‘ Keep My Council Well ‘ and wait

My memory serves me well to be able to only to ‘Speak When Needed ‘ never ‘ Debate or Disagree ‘ just allow other people to ‘ Think ‘ they are ‘ Right ‘ but l Remember this so well – When God entered into my ❤️ and eventually my Life after l 🙏 as a 14yr old boy for someone to ‘ Love Me For Who l Am ‘ l realized that l was already being ‘ Prepared as a Writer ‘ and of course able today to Write from my ❤️ all that is now being ‘ Written from within Me ‘ took years and because my ‘ Memory ‘ was guarded well by ‘ God ‘ and not used up in one go l could Remember everything when needed as l grew older and retired it never waned as that Knowledge allowed me to eat the ‘ Right ‘ food wear the ‘ Right ‘ clothes made of breathable materials and look after and care for people in the ‘ Right Way ‘ not for myself but as God had all my life bringing his Angels at the right time into my life

AMEN 🙏