MY REASON WHY

It took me a very long time to discover myself in a way that I could express myself, my thoughts, and my visions. Is there anyone reading this? Can I reach you with my words? Do I make a difference? That remains a question, but I like to try. And this is why: Along the way, I found out what works and what doesn’t work for me. I know my low points and my weaknesses, and I know better than anyone how I work. As I always say, and it is and remains a cliché, treating another as you would like to be treated yourself is the key. Unfortunately, I cannot control how someone else thinks, how they treat me and in what situations they have brought me. A lot has happened so that I have lost hope often enough, my confidence has been damaged, and I have often stood on the brink of collapse. Yet with time and awareness, I have found my way back and kept my goal in mind. I want to show who I am, not how someone else presents or treats me. I want to share how I think and how things can be improved, I want to help those who have experienced the same thing, and I want to help make this world a better place; at least, I want to try.✨✨

When I was in a worse state, something was always missing. Someone who understood me, who felt what I felt, who could articulate what was going on inside of me, someone who took care of me, someone who could guide me through the search and name of all the chaos inside of me. But when that person was not there, I only had two options, and I chose to fight. I wanted to discover who I was, what caused my thoughts, my questions, and my emptiness, and how I could fill, name, and express it, how I could find myself in the chaos and make the chaos in the world change. I underwent development and growth that I had never envisaged until a few years ago. ✨✨✨

I am an introvert, HSP (Highly Sensitive Person), someone with an extra sense; I see, feel, and think deeply, intensely, and often. This has always been something that got in my way, and what I am uncertain about, I feel more vulnerable because when you feel and experience everything so intensely, it can cause enormous harm. I learned my lessons in this and formed my vision and passion. I want to help others see and feel that things can be different because it is possible, as long as you are willing to look at yourself with all pure and genuine preferences, and to convey this.✨✨✨