MY REASON WHY
It took me a very long time to discover myself in a way that I could express myself, my thoughts, and my visions. Is there anyone reading this? Can I reach you with my words? Do I make a difference? That remains a question, but I like to try. And this is why: Along the way, I found out what works and what doesn’t work for me. I know my low points and my weaknesses, and I know better than anyone how I work. As I always say, and it is and remains a cliché, treating another as you would like to be treated yourself is the key. Unfortunately, I cannot control how someone else thinks, how they treat me and in what situations they have brought me. A lot has happened so that I have lost hope often enough, my confidence has been damaged, and I have often stood on the brink of collapse. Yet with time and awareness, I have found my way back and kept my goal in mind. I want to show who I am, not how someone else presents or treats me. I want to share how I think and how things can be improved, I want to help those who have experienced the same thing, and I want to help make this world a better place; at least, I want to try.✨✨
When I was in a worse state, something was always missing. Someone who understood me, who felt what I felt, who could articulate what was going on inside of me, someone who took care of me, someone who could guide me through the search and name of all the chaos inside of me. But when that person was not there, I only had two options, and I chose to fight. I wanted to discover who I was, what caused my thoughts, my questions, and my emptiness, and how I could fill, name, and express it, how I could find myself in the chaos and make the chaos in the world change. I underwent development and growth that I had never envisaged until a few years ago. ✨✨✨
I am an introvert, HSP (Highly Sensitive Person), someone with an extra sense; I see, feel, and think deeply, intensely, and often. This has always been something that got in my way, and what I am uncertain about, I feel more vulnerable because when you feel and experience everything so intensely, it can cause enormous harm. I learned my lessons in this and formed my vision and passion. I want to help others see and feel that things can be different because it is possible, as long as you are willing to look at yourself with all pure and genuine preferences, and to convey this.✨✨✨
and the ocean taught her how to drown in all the things bigger than herself. the ocean loved her and knew everything that made her. and every time she'd walk to the shore, she smiled at the ocean because the waves told her story.
My life is but a weaving Between my God and me. I cannot choose the colors He weaveth steadily.
Oft' times He weaveth sorrow; And I in unreasonable pride Forget He sees the upper And I the underside.
Not 'til the loom is silent And the shuttles cease to fly Will God unroll the canvas And reveal the reason why.
The dark threads are as needful In the weaver's skillful hand As the threads of gold and silver In the pattern He has planned.
He knows He loves, He cares; Nothing this truth can dim. He gives the very best to those Who leave the choice to Him.
True Love is always open and honest, even when upset. 💥
Fake love plays games, hides their feelings and tries to manipulate the emotions of others to gain the upper hand.💥
True Love is self-sacrificing. 💥💥
Fake love only wants what it wants.😌
True Love gives from the heart. 💥
Fake love gives because it wants something in return.😌
True Love forgives. 💥
Fake love seeks vengeance.😌
True Love appreciates you for who you are. 💥
Fake love tries to change you into their perfect ideal.😌
True Love is romantic intimacy and love making. 💥
Fake love is just sex.😌
True Love tries to resolve conflict. 💥
Fake love tries to prove it is right.😔
True Love lets go of hurts. 💥
Fake love harbours resentment.💥
True Love gives you the freedom. 💥
Fake love is controlling. 💥
True Love listens. 😔
Fake love only talks.💥