This was a real event for me and it took as with all changes and coming to God in my Heart over many many years – Yes l said years as l had been damaged by the ‘ Sands of Time ‘ and ‘ Healing ‘ would take a long time 🕊️
So it began well that’s how My story goes and it started one night when l thought it was the ‘ End ‘ well the end of my life on Earth but it was as l was to find only the Beginning of my Life with God – So let’s Begin by Me saying unto You today l was a very very nervous & shy person unable to enter the room of people afraid to ask anything or sometimes say anything for fear of getting it wrong and honest as the day is long and could not tell a lie 🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️
But God has a plan and that would include me being brought into industries of ‘ Finance & Business ‘ to learn all there was to learn about about ‘ Thieves, Liars & People Lacking Moral Fibre ‘, and oh boy was it a ‘ Baptism of Fire ‘ l was to enter this ‘ World of Love of Money ‘ after at that tender age of just 30yrs my dad died and l was to become the ‘ Breadwinner ‘ looking after my mother – Now l must tell you this first before my dad died he asked me to make him a promise ‘ Look After Your Mum He Asked ‘ having never asked me anything in my whole life and of course ‘ l Wanted to Please Him ‘ so said Yes making him a ‘ Promise ‘ not realizing what would be the consequences in the future 🕊️🕊️🕊️
Now l was as l said the ‘ Man of the House ‘ seems ironic looking back to call Me the man of the house but there was no one else and so to make sure ‘ l Kept My Promise ‘ like a madman l went full-tilt into ‘ Business ‘ and began learning about people who ‘ Love Money ‘ and as l was to find out use ‘ God as an Excuse When Things Went Wrong’ – even more today that is true but l had a very ‘ Good Teacher God ‘ and having been shown all these ‘ Thieves & Liars ‘ in full technicolor l learned and was taught about people – l became ‘ Street Wise ‘ but sorry to say ‘ Pound Foolish ‘ too kind and caring for that industry and eventually ‘ Rabid Dogs of Life Tore Me to Shreds ‘ and left me for dead until God the ‘ Good Samaritan ‘ picked me and carried me to a safe a haven 🕊️
After slightly recovering and God guiding my way to sort out me now massive or so l thought problems l was taken to a church one day and met a man called Adam – A Spiritual Person – who put his hand on my ‘ Head ‘ and said ‘ God Wants Your Mind & Your Voice But First He Must Put Love into Your Heart’ – l just said these exact words – ‘ He can have them they have been No use to me ‘ forgetting too many many years later – ‘ But First He Must Put Love into Your Heart ‘ and so my real life with God began all that went before was a ‘ Prelude ‘ to what was to become the ‘ Main Event ‘ and as l was to find out many many years later – Its all about the Journey not the destination and God would cleanse my ‘ Mind & Give Me A Voice ‘ to speak but could not give me all that until ‘ First He Put Love Into My Heart ‘ that would take Faith, Belief & Trust in God and for Me many many more years on this journey 🕊️🕊️
l was a man of very few words and seeker of knowledge always asking questions and learning – l suppose some would call me a ‘ Good Student ‘ but l prefer a pupil of Knowledge with the Greatest Teacher God and so l learned and was taught many many things but most of all ‘ l was never wrong in the eyes of God and never did God blame me and all that l believed was right did not matter anymore and so ‘ Right & Wrong were not important ‘ Only The Truth ‘ and God held that key in Me
More soon …………….AMEN
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